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Redemption of talent November 24, 2009

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We were at Mildred’s Coffeehouse this morning, gathered around the old (and rather “distressed”) green table, enjoying the cookies that Gary’s wife made. Between drinks of coffee and praise over Tim’s newly acquired car, Troy shared some observations on Moses’ experience in the wilderness with God at the burning bush. I couldn’t stop thinking about the fact that Moses was 80 years old when God came to him. He probably thought his life was over, maybe a waste of whatever gifts God had given him, and yet he couldn’t imagine the amazing (and trying) journey that God had ahead of him.

I often feel that God gave me gifts that are nothing but unused potential: training or experiences or natural bents, abilities and talents. I know that I have indifferently allowed these tools to dull, not caring much at times, at times wanting different tools altogether. Moses reminded me that God is not a dispassionate spectator, lamenting my waste. He is a master craftsman. But he doesn’t just craft a person, wind me up, and hope I get where he wanted; he molds my entire path. “And we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.”

But all these are gifts of my God; I did not give them to myself. Moreover, they are good, and they all together constitute myself. Good, then, is he that made me, and he is my God; and before him will I rejoice exceedingly for every good gift which, even as a boy, I had. But herein lay my sin, that it was not in him, but in his creatures–myself and the rest–that I sought for pleasures, honors, and truths. And I fell thereby into sorrows, troubles, and errors. Thanks be to thee, my joy, my pride, my confidence, my God–thanks be to thee for thy gifts; but do thou preserve them in me. For thus wilt thou preserve me; and those things which thou hast given me shall be developed and perfected, and I myself shall be with thee, for from thee is my being.

The Confessions of Saint Augustine 1.19

Funny November 16, 2009

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Like the poem, not so sure about the typography. Get’s kinda redundant. But I don’t think it subtracts from the words.

Quote from Confessions November 8, 2009

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What art Thou then, my God? what, but the Lord God? For who is Lord but the Lord? or who is God save our God? Most highest, most good, most potent, most omnipotent; most merciful, yet most just; most hidden, yet most present; most beautiful, yet most strong; stable, yet incomprehensible; unchangeable, yet all-changing; never new, never old; all-renewing, and bringing age upon the proud, and they know it not; ever working, ever at rest; still gathering, yet nothing lacking; supporting, filling, and overspreading; creating, nourishing, and maturing; seeking, yet having all things. Thou lovest, without passion; art jealous, without anxiety; repenting, yet grievest not; art angry, yet serene; changest Thy works, Thy purpose unchanged; receivest again what Thou findest, yet didst never lose; never in need, yet rejoicing in gains; never covetous, yet exacting usury. Thou receivest over and above, that Thou mayest owe; and who hath aught that is not Thine? Thou payest debts, owing nothing; remittest debts, losing nothing. And what had I now said, my God, my life, my holy joy? or what saith any man when he speaks of Thee? Yet woe to him that speaketh not, since mute are even the most eloquent.

The Confessions of Saint Augustine 1.4

The Prayer October 28, 2009

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By Jeremy Taylor (1613-1667)

My Soul doth pant tow’rds thee
My God, Source of eternal life:
Flesh fights with me,
Oh end the strife
And part us, that in peace I may
Unclay
My wearied spirit, and take
My flight to thy eternal Spring;
Where for his sake
Who is my King,
I may wash all my tears away
That day.
Thou Conqueror of Death,
Glorious triumpher o’re the Grave,
Whose holy breath
Was spent to save
Lost Mankinde; make me to be stil’d
Thy Child,
And take me when I dye,
And go unto my dust, my Soul
Above the sky
With Saints enroll,
That in thy arms for ever I
May lye. Amen.

Holy Sonnet XII: Why Are We By All Creatures Waited On? August 1, 2009

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By John Donne (1572-1631)

Why are we by all creatures waited on?
Why do the prodigal elements supply
Life and food to me, being more pure than I,
Simple, and further from corruption?
Why brook’st thou, ignorant horse, subjection?
Why dost thou, bull, and bore so seelily,
Dissemble weakness, and by one man’s stroke die,
Whose whole kind you might swallow and feed upon?
Weaker I am, woe is me, and worse than you,
You have not sinned, nor need be timorous.
But wonder at a greater wonder, for to us
Created nature doth these things subdue,
But their Creator, whom sin nor nature tied,
For us, His creatures, and His foes, hath died.

The REST of the doxology July 6, 2009

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So I have sung “the doxology” all my life, but I never realized that it was part of a broader poem(s) written by a 17th century anglican, Thomas Ken. I love the poem below, “Morning Hymn”, and the accompanying evening hymn. I’d love to put these to my own tune and sing them to my kids. =) The original tunes are a bit…hymny.

Morning Hymn
Thomas Ken (1637-1711)

Awake, my Soul, and with the Sun
Thy daily stage of Duty run,
Shake off dull sloth, and joyful rise,
To pay thy Morning sacrifice.

Thy precious Time misspent, redeem,
Each present Day thy last esteem,
Improve thy Talent with due care,
For the Great Day thyself prepare.

‘Wake, and lift up thyself, my Heart,
And with the Angels bear thy part,
Who all night long unwearied sing,
High Praise to the Eternal King.

May I like you in God delight,
Have all day long my God in sight,
Perform like you my Maker’s Will,
O may I never more do ill.

Had I your Wings, to Heaven I’d fly,
But God shall that defect supply,
And my Soul wing’d with warm desire,
Shall all day long to Heav’n aspire.

* * *

I would not wake, nor rise again
Ev’n Heaven itself I would disdain,
Wert not Thou there to be enjoy’d,
And I in Hymns to be employ’d.

* * *

Lord, I my vows to Thee renew,
Disperse my sins as Morning dew.
Guard my first springs of Thought and Will,
And with Thyself my spirit fill.

Direct, control, suggest, this day,
All I design, or do, or say,
That all my Powers, with all their might,
In Thy sole Glory may unite.

Praise God, from Whom all blessings flow;
Praise Him, all creatures here below;
Praise Him above, ye heavenly host;
Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.

The Father May 16, 2009

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The Father
by Josuah Sylvester (1563–1618)

Alpha and Omega, God alone :
Eloi, My God, the Holy-One;
Whose Power is Omnipotence:
Whose Wisedome is Omni-science:
Whose Beeing is All Soveraigne Blisse:
Whose Worke Perfection’s Fulnesse is;
Under All things, not under-cast;
Over All things, not over-plac’t;

Within All things, not there included;
Without All things, not thence excluded:
Above All, over All things raigning;
Beneath All, All things aye sustayning:
Without All, All conteyning sole:
Within All, filling-full the Whole:
Within All, no where comprehended;
Without All, no where more extended;
Under, by nothing over-topped:
Over, by nothing under-propped:

Unmov’d, Thou mov’st the World about;
Unplac’t, Within it, or Without:
Unchanged, time-lesse, Time Thou changest:
Th’ unstable, Thou, still stable, rangest;
No outward Force, nor inward Fate,
Can Thy dread Essence alterate:

To-day, To-morrow, yester-day,
With Thee are One, and instant aye;
Aye undivided, ended never:
To-day, with Thee, indures for-ever.

Thou, Father, mad’st this mighty Ball;
Of nothing thou created’st All,
After th’ Idea of thy Minde,
Conferring Forme to every kinde.
Thou wert, Thou art, Thou wilt be ever;
And Thine Elect, rejectest never.

In One’s Heart March 9, 2009

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The point behind this video: “happiness becomes sadness because the state of happiness is not forever and has changes or leaves.” (興盡悲來)

My rambling thots on this vid: A sad way of viewing the world (literally, ha); not that there isn’t any truth to this. I definitely feel that great capacity for joy (ie, getting married, having children) creates greater capacity for sorrow (I can’t imagine losing any of them!).

And it is also true that there is a fleetingness to strong positive emotion – it is impossible to sustain, and maybe undesirable. For if we always experienced ecstasy, would it really be that amazing? I do think that that happiness or joy can leave behind contentment and satisfaction, though instead of emptiness.

In Christ, of course, all questions are answered. Only he can give the hope necessary to turn fear and sorrow into other. And in him alone is true, lasting joy.

A Thousand Words January 22, 2009

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A very well done short. How many times to we intersect with people and take no note of them, have no real interaction.

Interesting Comment from Atheist on Proselytizing January 6, 2009

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You’ve probably heard of Penn & Teller; this is an interesting vlog he posts on his thoughts as an atheist on someone who recently shared the faith with him: